After over a month of silence, Falynn Guobadia is breaking her silence on the tabloid frenzy over her soon-to-be ex-husband Simon Guobadia’s engagement to her RHOA co-star Porsha Williams.

Falynn sat with for a nearly one-hour interview with Up and Adam on YouTube titled “My Truth” where she dished on her marriage and the fallout from Simon’s engagement. According to Falynn, she and Simon were in marital counseling and though Simon “hadn’t been home in about a month” they were still in active communication and she assumed they were working on their marriage. She says she spoke with Simon the night before news broke of their engagement and the conversation was friendly, even sharing “I love yous.”

But she says all hell broke loose when she woke up to texts and social media notifications about the engagement. She initially didn’t believe it, telling Adam, “My husband is a lot of things, but he wouldn’t do this.” She learned it was true from her attorney. Still, despite the hurt and humiliation, she still loves Simon and wants the best for him.

But Falynn denies Simon’s claims of cheating and that she’s pregnant from an extramarital affair. She also hints to believing that Simon cheated on her, revealing a conversation during a marital counseling session where she says Simon told her, “Simon doesn’t get caught unless he wants to get caught.”

Their divorce is not finalized, as she confirmed during a recent Q&A with fans on social media. She says however that she’s already moved on and looking forward to her new life. As far as the cheating rumors and Simon’s alleged home video footage of her entering and leaving their home with another man, Falynn wrote, according to Ace Showbiz. “I never cheated in my marriage nor would I bring a man to our home where my children sleep.”

Falynn says she’s working on changing her last name and has been for a while and insists she’s not pregnant but wants more children in the future. Falynn says she’s also hopeful for love.